scratch that..

i deleted that last entry because..i dont want people to like..pitty me.  i wanted everyone to know that i won't be posting anything until i feel better.. drawing when i'm sad just doesnt really work. and i want the commissions to look nice. so...they're put on hold until then. thanks for the support everyone. sorry..again.. i tend to bottle my emotions alot lately so the bottle is now exploding. i just need some time to clear my head.. just depressed tonight..and having random panic attacks again and stuff.  i think i'm going to go take a nice warm bath or something. that always seems to calm me down.