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Journal Entry: Thu Aug 18, 2011, 8:19 PM
  • Mood: Joy
i deleted that last entry because..i dont want people to like..pitty me.  i wanted everyone to know that i won't be posting anything until i feel better.. drawing when i'm sad just doesnt really work. and i want the commissions to look nice. so...they're put on hold until then. thanks for the support everyone. sorry..again.. i tend to bottle my emotions alot lately so the bottle is now exploding. i just need some time to clear my head.. just depressed tonight..and having random panic attacks again and stuff.  i think i'm going to go take a nice warm bath or something. that always seems to calm me down.

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norree Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2011  Student General Artist
oh I hope you feel better soon, your art is such an inspiration to me and you should know that~ I'm so happy that we get along too and you're such a nice and sweet person <33 I really hope that you feel better soon, we all miss you here! :hug:
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Namida713 Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2011
You sound like you need a hug *hugs* I hope you feel better soon!
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Lilinete-the-Ghost Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2011  Student General Artist
Hope you feel better
:iconbunnyhugplz:
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DJ-Uni-Mekaju Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hope you feel better soon. It is hard to draw things and for one to like the result when you're sad. :cling: :heart:
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WSLaFleur Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2011  Student Digital Artist
be well.
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KillerLycan101 Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2011
hope you feel better soon! :iconloveitplz: your commissions! oh and tesazombie...... dont forget to close your curtains........ or pedobear will look through :iconpedobearplz:
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katzorz Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2011
Put bubbles in the bath, bubble baths are always relaxing to me
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beffychanxx Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
we love you tes! I hope that bath works out for you c:
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blanktip Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2011
Go for the bath. Sooooo comfortable.
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TehknoLuv Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
no one here pities you (;
we just love you a whole lot!
and i do hope you feel better :glomp:
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MuraNeko Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2011
Yu could write a semi-fictional piece, or something abstract, or plain out rant C: It does me good when I'm down and people think I'm just bein creative when it's actually my feelings. XDDD I don' like that pitied feeling either so I have to be aloof about my feelings bein overwhelming =T If anything you can tell me after all I'm a stranger and I can't really judge you on because I don't know you. Other than the fact that I think yer a great artist C:
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Rhapsodii-kun Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
ilu bbe ;A: feel better.
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PoisonedMushi Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2011  Student Digital Artist
Hope you'll get better QuQ
:hug: :love:
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goldenavatar Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2011
Handle your business. Drop us a line when you're free. We'll be here.
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maddmouse Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2011
:iconbrohugplz:
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Stirthecomic Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm having similar panic attacks because I have to get stock done for an upcoming convention :/ but it's turning out well, because I work well under pressure. Just ease up, if people don't understand then they'll have to deal with it. These sort of things happen to everyone.
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oparu-chan Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2011  Professional Digital Artist
You sound a lot like me. I tend to get freaked out about stuff and find it overwhelming/scary even though it really isn't. It's just my first reaction is to panic. I found a way to work with commissions that made them seem a lot less frightening/stressful. I have a queue and people don't need to pay for their commission until I reach them in the queue and am ready to work on their art. It's been working out fantastically, and I don't have that nagging feeling "Agh, they already paid me, I should really work on this, but I feel horrible, I don't want it to look bad... what am I going to do? Ahhhhh...." I take them when I'm ready to work on them instead. People seem to be OK with waiting like that. I think it's less stress on their end too.

Take it easy. I can't draw when I'm upset or depressed either. Things just look like poo. When that happens it's time to indulge in other hobbies. For me it's been mostly reading manga lately while having a small snack. That or playing TF2 or a game on the DS. I yell a lot at Zelda for the 3DS but I find it really enjoyable and relaxing to play. Doesn't look that way to others though when I'm swearing at bosses. lol
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poplerpig Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2011
Not pittying you, just simply hope you feel better ^^ I made a small fanart of Fei: [link] hope it makes you feel a little better :hug:
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Valkyrie-Adroit Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2011  Student General Artist
We are merely concerned loyal servants. ܢ(nܢ)
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Seacakeiscool Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Feel better, Tesa! D:
And like the others have said, we didn't pity but worry! > <
But we hope you feel better real soon! (:
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kibzy Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2011
I can relate to how you feel :hug: i didn't get to see your latest works but i bet it's not as bad as you say it is x3

hope you already feel better :heart:
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Wolfs-Raine93 Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2011
-hugging- HNG but your drawings are beautiful no matter what, but I can see your point of view on things also, there are moments where you just dont like it right? it sucks >:I but no matter what, everyone will like your drawings :I hope you feel better other T C:<
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98443mew Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I know how you feel. Today has been a really bad day for me too. But I'm trying my best to be happy. :) I know you can feel better. <3 You just need to relax. :) Take a bath, listen to some nice music and relax for a while. :) I hope you feel better soon. I know how it feels to be really freaked out and depressed. But things get better! Just keep your head up high and look for a better tomorrow. <3
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Kyiaon-chan Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2011   Digital Artist
I hope you feel better tesa ; u ; :heart:
I didn't see your last post sadly so I have no idea whats going on ; n ; but I hope you get out of this little sad time ; u ; (Lol I have no idea how to word it XD)
Maybe play a game orrrrrrr just relax for a bit. That's what I do atleast :'D
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Blood-Red-Snow Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
I hope you feel better soon, dear.
I wish you happiness and if you need anyone to talk to I don't mind listening.
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xAshlySasukeLovex Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2011
What DenzelStrife0410 said
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NYAN-puu Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2011   General Artist
:tighthug: with no pity, just worry.
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DenzelStrife0410 Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2011  Hobbyist Artist
this will make u feel better[link]
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shelbkitty Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
D:
i didn't actually see the last one but
not pity, more like sympathy because we care for you >:
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aaazafina Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
I get u and i didnt pity u (that much....>.<) but just make a megatron update on when u feel better for now just have some ice cream, gazellion cookies and watch yaoi (well i would lol)
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DenzelStrife0410 Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2011  Hobbyist Artist
:iconidontloveitplz: i hope you feel better soon
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