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i am feeling a bit..

Journal Entry: Tue Mar 29, 2011, 10:01 AM
  • Mood: Joy
depressed.  I wont be posting anything for a while.

i havent eaten anything for a couple days.

just going to curl up in my bed with all the lights off and...stay there. sleep.

sleeping clears my brain sometimes.

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RadiusZero Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2011
BTW, sorry my comment is so freakin' long and it's arrived centuries late. :P No internet and I am barely catching up to what I missed. You're also one of my favorite artists so you're actually one of the few I actually check up and read their journals. O_o

(ish a stalker) :B
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RadiusZero Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2011
I know this sounds like bullshit a PE teacher would feed you, but I suggest running outside whenever you feel depressed. I've suffered depression for a year now, so much that I vomit and have abdominal pains. ;__; I didn't connect the two together until, after some research, I discovered that depression does, indeed, affect the body (especially the stomach). Much like we get butterflies whenever we're nervous, we recieve horrible pains in the stomach when the body senses deep distress. Pay close attention to your body since it'll signal to you when you really need help immediately.

Anyway, of all the advice i recieved, everything from 'focus on art/work' talk to 'seek professional help' (yeah, right, with what money? lol), I found that running helped the most. The whole thing about the body releasing good vibes after an intense work-out does offer temporary release from depression. It may not last long, but if you want to sleep in peace or have some work/art to complete and need the focus, exercising does help. It'll put you in a good state of mind, however brief that may be.

Also consider going to depression-related forums. I visit lots. :D I dump all my shit there just so all the hate/sadness I have can be released instead boiled inside. I don't have to worry if people are offended/annoyed by what i write. Hell, I wrote a close-to-near suicide note and found great feedback/advice from people suffering the same thing without them judging me or calling me 'emo'. I think it's important to get the demons out and be in an environment with people who honestly understand what you're going through. Often times, family/friends think it's all in your head and try to convince you you're being stupid, which will only make you feel worse than better. :P So yeah, try to reach out to people who also know what you're going through and can give you advice based from their own personal experiences.
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LeaveItDead Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:aww: feel better! <3
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emiface Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
I hope you feel better soon hun :C :heart:
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AishaxNekox Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2011
Ohhhh this is so very very very late but take care of yourself girl and feel better soon ;m; <33333333
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Kikane Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2011
mew, i hope you feel better soon. i've been the same way lately. ever since bell died I'm so sick of eating.
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tesazombie Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
nyan~ i hope you feel better soon too marlee. come over someday and draw wiff me.. ;^;
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Kikane Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2011
I'm working so hard to build up the courage to drop off the Lee poster. I'm terrified that you'll hate me since we're both different now. ;n; will you be patient enough to deal with my shyness?
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tesazombie Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
of course. i'll be really shy too. if you really dont want to see me (which i understand) you can just drop it off on a weekend since i'm never home. mondays i'm free, tuesday through thursday i have school until 2:30 then i'm free all day after school. so if you wanna maybe be dorks for a while stop on over yo! and you can see fluffy and meet the new puppy. shes a mix of those hotdogs and what fluffy is. and she has 2 colored eyes. and she loves making new friends. ; v ; ...ehm. eep.
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Kikane Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2011
I I ..yes, I want to be dorks lol
I'll see if I can come this week. I'll try. I want to hear about your school since it's still kind of abstract to me. I'm not sure exactly what you do there, because last time you told me about you made it sound like a college? Except I don't think you're old enough for college, so I was like "what?" and then just shrugged it off and figured you passed by some amazing artistic scholarship-like feat.

Hi, puppies!
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