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i am feeling a bit..

Journal Entry: Tue Mar 29, 2011, 10:01 AM
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depressed.  I wont be posting anything for a while.

i havent eaten anything for a couple days.

just going to curl up in my bed with all the lights off and...stay there. sleep.

sleeping clears my brain sometimes.

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RadiusZero Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2011
BTW, sorry my comment is so freakin' long and it's arrived centuries late. :P No internet and I am barely catching up to what I missed. You're also one of my favorite artists so you're actually one of the few I actually check up and read their journals. O_o

(ish a stalker) :B
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RadiusZero Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2011
I know this sounds like bullshit a PE teacher would feed you, but I suggest running outside whenever you feel depressed. I've suffered depression for a year now, so much that I vomit and have abdominal pains. ;__; I didn't connect the two together until, after some research, I discovered that depression does, indeed, affect the body (especially the stomach). Much like we get butterflies whenever we're nervous, we recieve horrible pains in the stomach when the body senses deep distress. Pay close attention to your body since it'll signal to you when you really need help immediately.

Anyway, of all the advice i recieved, everything from 'focus on art/work' talk to 'seek professional help' (yeah, right, with what money? lol), I found that running helped the most. The whole thing about the body releasing good vibes after an intense work-out does offer temporary release from depression. It may not last long, but if you want to sleep in peace or have some work/art to complete and need the focus, exercising does help. It'll put you in a good state of mind, however brief that may be.

Also consider going to depression-related forums. I visit lots. :D I dump all my shit there just so all the hate/sadness I have can be released instead boiled inside. I don't have to worry if people are offended/annoyed by what i write. Hell, I wrote a close-to-near suicide note and found great feedback/advice from people suffering the same thing without them judging me or calling me 'emo'. I think it's important to get the demons out and be in an environment with people who honestly understand what you're going through. Often times, family/friends think it's all in your head and try to convince you you're being stupid, which will only make you feel worse than better. :P So yeah, try to reach out to people who also know what you're going through and can give you advice based from their own personal experiences.
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LeaveItDead Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:aww: feel better! <3
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emiface Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
I hope you feel better soon hun :C :heart:
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AishaxNekox Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2011
Ohhhh this is so very very very late but take care of yourself girl and feel better soon ;m; <33333333
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Kikane Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2011
mew, i hope you feel better soon. i've been the same way lately. ever since bell died I'm so sick of eating.
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tesazombie Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
nyan~ i hope you feel better soon too marlee. come over someday and draw wiff me.. ;^;
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Kikane Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2011
I'm working so hard to build up the courage to drop off the Lee poster. I'm terrified that you'll hate me since we're both different now. ;n; will you be patient enough to deal with my shyness?
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tesazombie Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
of course. i'll be really shy too. if you really dont want to see me (which i understand) you can just drop it off on a weekend since i'm never home. mondays i'm free, tuesday through thursday i have school until 2:30 then i'm free all day after school. so if you wanna maybe be dorks for a while stop on over yo! and you can see fluffy and meet the new puppy. shes a mix of those hotdogs and what fluffy is. and she has 2 colored eyes. and she loves making new friends. ; v ; ...ehm. eep.
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Kikane Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2011
I I ..yes, I want to be dorks lol
I'll see if I can come this week. I'll try. I want to hear about your school since it's still kind of abstract to me. I'm not sure exactly what you do there, because last time you told me about you made it sound like a college? Except I don't think you're old enough for college, so I was like "what?" and then just shrugged it off and figured you passed by some amazing artistic scholarship-like feat.

Hi, puppies!
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tesazombie Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:O i am going to an adult education program to get my GED. because i dropped out of highschool.

OTL

but i'm doing great and i'm close to getting it. bwahh. the classes are alot like college...the teachers even said so. i've never been to college yet so i wouldnt know but it IS alot different that public school and it is a much more comfortable learning environment. :) YAY! see you soon. bring your sketch book! maybe you can introduce me to that ...weird superhero show. thing. that everyone seems to be into. :x
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puinkey Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2011  Student Digital Artist
I get depressed when I'm lonely ;-;

Exercising helps tho .
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darkneko7 Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2011
i know how you feel i want to just crawl under my covers and hide for awhile when i get depressed and i also haven't writen alot because i have writers block but i hope you feel better soon *hugs*
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Lilinete-the-Ghost Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2011  Student General Artist
Hope you feel better
but please go eat something.
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greenie447 Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Feel better! <33
Sleeping will definitely clear your mind.
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ISTesla Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2011  Professional General Artist
If you ever want to talk about it, I'm a good life coach. Hope you feel better soon. *hugs*
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Gas-Masked Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2011
That's exactly how I feel lately. It's real shitty :/
I hope you feel better soon. <3
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Cetia Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2011
:hug:
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babymoonblue Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
<3 *hugs* depression's a bitch.

Hope you feel better soon <3
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VampireBraces Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011
Just rest, take the time you need to feel better. :heart:
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AnimeGirl1221 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011  Student General Artist
I know how you feel i've been the same way barily eat and I sleep alot. Cuddle-y napp time with choo? ^~^
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nepepe Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Aww, get some rest and feel better soon. Make sure to eat though! At least have a snack; don't die! D:
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Dino-emowolf Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011
im feeling the same way :l ill be rite there wif u :/
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BlackSnowWonderland Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I hope everything is alright over there, and I really hope you get better (emotionally and physically). I wish I could help. :(
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ChibiiPod Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011   Digital Artist
noooooo dun be depressed :iconfoxcryplz:

will a glomp make you feel better? :iconsuperheroglompplz: get better ok :meow:!
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kisekinya525 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011
I'm sorry to hear that! ;A; I really hope you feel better! Just relax and enjoy the little things :)
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Slugbox Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011
Don't forget to have some alcohol! And extra sleep too!
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ChocohalicWerewolf Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Please feel better soon! I wish you luck! the good kind
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MangaFreak150 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011
i hope this isnt about what your mom and friends said! :C feel pretty cutie! you are beautiful and super sexy! <3
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miserybahamut Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Feel better hun! Go eat a bit please then lay down. But ya gotta eat somethin'.
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Grimmybearz Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011  Student Digital Artist
Hope you feel better :3
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CurlyX Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011  Student Digital Artist
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don't worry bud, i've got the same problem. :( i hope you feel better soon!
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The-Toy-Box-Charades Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
Oh, I'm like that a lot myself. I do hope you get better though~
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QuirkyLynx Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Sleep well love :> I hope things clear up for you <333
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Taiiiiiiiiiii Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011
Aw.
Hope you feel better...
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Fatstar22 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
rest well, love C:
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Kyiaon-chan Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011   Digital Artist
I hope you get better soon :) if you ever need to talk about anything im always here to listen :)
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mmochee Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011  Student Filmographer
hope you feel better soon
i think you are an awesome artist and an awesome person ❤
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KlownCar Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011  Student Digital Artist

deviantART muro drawingComment Drawing
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SilentTurok18 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
I've been through that before.... I hope you feel better soon....
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maddmouse Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011
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Wick3d-Whiskey-Inc Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011  Student Digital Artist
Take an adrenaline shot.
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maddmouse Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011
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Wick3d-Whiskey-Inc Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011  Student Digital Artist
LOL? Thanks.
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MaskQ Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011
Dreamwell ^^
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RB-Illustration Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011   Digital Artist
Whoops! I'm really sorry! xD That wasn't meant to happen! xD I was talking to someone on MSN and linking them to my journal and I accidentally pasted in the post. IGNORE IT. 8'D

I meant to say, hope you feel better soon! :heart: X3
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RB-Illustration Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011   Digital Artist
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roisincrowe11 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
sleep good!Not eating food bad! Not eating cop the fuck on :L because i was anorexic not funny !!! (Trolol)
love you ~~<3
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ChibillOtaku Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011  Student
What happened?? O^O

Are you sick?
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RisingSamurai Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2011
Time heals all wounds... Can't wait for you to feel better :]
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